I want to fly

I am born

born as a bird with wings to fly 

innocent childhood goes by 

I still don’t know the value of those wings that lie

As time goes by

I wish more and more to fly

I live on this side of the ocean

Where everything is fine and everything calm

Still somewhere in my mind I still have an urge to fly 

Sometimes I think what it would be like on the land far away 

Across the ocean from where a mysterious light always display

I wonder if trees would be different there? 

If the water yellow or the sand white?

I see a flock of curious fellows like me flying to the other side

I feel the urge to fly

Finally I strive to cross the ocean 

Against all odds I fly 

I fly to feel the purple flowers and the rippling golden waters

I fly to see the vast stretch of ocean 

I fly to explore the unknown variables 

I fly to break the boundaries my mind abides by

I fly to live in the world of infinite combinations

I finally break free and become a true bird flying high!

I wana fall in love

I wana fall in love
Feel as much at peace as the dove
Feel the spirit rise in me
Of unbound energy n enthusiasm so free

Myself I wana forgive
Of all burdensome mistakes I live
I wana free myself from repent
Of regrets that house inside my inner tent

I wana love my colour n my skin
Of all the fat under the pin
Of things so chaotic and messy
Of choices - mixture of bad n classy

I wana get up and try again
No matter how much it seems like going in vain
I wana feel loved again
Of hope I want clouds to rain

Why do I feel so small
When I did few things worth a call
Why do inside me I feel hatred
When it should be the garden of flowers so red

I wana fall in love
With the person I am
With the imperfections
With the many truths n lies
With everything about this person called me.

In search for you, my friend

Sometimes my mind longs for you..
Sometimes my eyes search for you..
Though I haven't seen you my friend
But I hope I would find you somewhere in the end..

Once I find you, we would be company
There would never be a feeling so melancholy..
We would play games from childhood
Fire-n-ice, ludo, stapoo, badminton,ah! All so good

Wish I knew where I could find you
About all the good things I could remind you
We could talk for hours with interest
In our company, we could peacefully rest
We could go to places together
Laugh, cry and enjoy the lovely weather
We could climb the mountains so high
Do mischief without being shy
We could see the sky so bright
Walk together through journeys with might..
We could understand and be each other’s strength
Inspire each other even by being silent at a length

Alas, I don’t know what to do
But I hope one day I would find a clue
Then we could have a world of our own
Precious memories would be our throne
Ah! How peaceful I would be oh friend!
This inspires me to search for you till the very end!

I wish..

I wish you knew how I felt when I said I'm fine..
I wish you could see the happy mask I was wearing and the fake shine
I wish we could go back and live those moments differently
Which left that pain which inside us grows slowly..
I wish we could be connected not just by devices of technology,
But by heart through love truly..
You still have a special place in my heart I know
But then why I feel so lonely when I'm low..
I wish I could tell you how lonely I feel sometimes
I wish I could tell you everything like I did in long ago times..
I wish we could be the same friends we were
I used to inspire you n that's how it led it to occur
I wish I could make respect in your heart again
For it would belittle my pain..
I wish I could start it all over again..
Instead of feeling conscious I could dance in the rain..
I wish it could be the same
Like it had started n from where we came..
I wish.. I wish.. I wish...