I wish..

I wish you knew how I felt when I said I'm fine..
I wish you could see the happy mask I was wearing and the fake shine
I wish we could go back and live those moments differently
Which left that pain which inside us grows slowly..
I wish we could be connected not just by devices of technology,
But by heart through love truly..
You still have a special place in my heart I know
But then why I feel so lonely when I'm low..
I wish I could tell you how lonely I feel sometimes
I wish I could tell you everything like I did in long ago times..
I wish we could be the same friends we were
I used to inspire you n that's how it led it to occur
I wish I could make respect in your heart again
For it would belittle my pain..
I wish I could start it all over again..
Instead of feeling conscious I could dance in the rain..
I wish it could be the same
Like it had started n from where we came..
I wish.. I wish.. I wish...