I wana fall in love

I wana fall in love
Feel as much at peace as the dove
Feel the spirit rise in me
Of unbound energy n enthusiasm so free

Myself I wana forgive
Of all burdensome mistakes I live
I wana free myself from repent
Of regrets that house inside my inner tent

I wana love my colour n my skin
Of all the fat under the pin
Of things so chaotic and messy
Of choices - mixture of bad n classy

I wana get up and try again
No matter how much it seems like going in vain
I wana feel loved again
Of hope I want clouds to rain

Why do I feel so small
When I did few things worth a call
Why do inside me I feel hatred
When it should be the garden of flowers so red

I wana fall in love
With the person I am
With the imperfections
With the many truths n lies
With everything about this person called me.